Monday, August 31, 2009

Daily Thoughts 8/31/2009


This picture was taken by David M. Alexander in the early 1980s on Jack Vance's boat in San Francisco Bay. Alexander has hereby released his copyright to the picture and has placed it in the public domain to be used for any purpose and by anyone who wants to use it, as long as he is credited as being the photographer. Hayford Peirce 20:16, 3 April 2006 (UTC)



Daily Thoughts 8/31/2009



This morning I was at the mechanics for my car inspection which passed. I sat in the waiting room and finished reading The Management Myth and The Practice of Management. I even had a chance to write the rough drafts on my thoughts on these two books. The waiting room had coffee, but no donuts. I guess they are trying to save money.



The Management Myth Why The Experts Keep Getting It Wrong by Matthew Stewart.



Matthew Stewart has a Ph.D. in philosophy. This is both the story of how he became a business consultant and a critique of the practice of business management. Mr. Stewart uses his background to attack the foundations of management theory initially focusing on Frederick W. Taylor and Elton Mayo, both who are considered to be cornerstones of the concept of "scientific management." He does not critique Edward Deming or Peter Drucker, however.



The book can be funny, pointed, and acerbic. He has quite a bit of bile for consulting. He makes some very irreverent claims; the moment a consultant says the word strategy you start paying money and the real purpose of consulting is to do the things which a company cannot do by itself but knows needs to be done. There are points where the book became hard to read because there was so much angst.



We learn about hunting whales or clients flush with cash. Simple principles like the Pareto or the 80/20 Principle allow consultants to create self evident truths they can charge for. The world of consulting that Matthew Stewart describes is one of excessive pay, venality, and a focus on short term business gains above all else.



The book attacks many of the accepted ideas in business. He points out most business gurus rely on past data from successful companies to make their points, there is a utopian streak in the idea that workers will accept lower pay and higher performance, and points out numbers often don't predict the future.



If you can take a lot of angst, black humor, and a story of greed and lawyers you may like this book. Matthew Stewart ultimately successfully sued his employer for not paying him to be let go from his consulting practice. If you also want a very pointed attack on the underlying assumption that business management is reasonable and an MBA (Masters in Business Administration) is useful read this book. It pricks and deflates many assumptions.



The Practice of Management by Peter Drucker



Peter Drucker claims to be the father of modern management practice. When reading his books, his ideas come across as being authoritative and sensible. They also seem more philosophical to me than anything else. A lot of his thoughts are focused on ethics. They also seem to have become the standard practice in many modern corporations. I am not sure this is completely a good thing. If you read books on Japanese lean manufacturing and Edward Deming's quality circles, they are very different than what Mr. Drucker is saying.



You can quote what Peter Drucker is saying very easily, he is a wonderful communicator. Some quotes are "In hiring a worker one always hires the whole man," and "Whatever the manager does he does through making decisions." These quotes have a nice feeling to them.



Peter Drucker focuses on iconic American companies that were very successful in his time, General Motors, Ford, IBM, and Sears. Now, General Motors and Sears are not doing so well, but they were excellent at that time in history. The book shows how things change. As ideas are adopted they are built on further.



We learn about the place for the professional in the scheme of management as well as the worker and manager. We learn a lot of truisms like managers must manage. There is little that can be directly refuted. There is also a slightly utopian streak. People should work at peak performance and money is not the best motivator for employees. These are common beliefs held by many managers.



If you want to understand many of the ideas behind management practice read Peter Drucker. You may not agree with it, but it seems to set a standard for business practice across industries.






I spent quite a bit of time reading both of these books. They are often quite insightful. A lot of it is just learning the language which is being spoken. I think sometimes when you read this material, it helps clarify what people are saying. There is a professional language attached to business administration and public administration degrees which often uses coded meanings which are not always apparent to people who are line workers or professionals.



I spent some time this evening reading a bit of Graceling by Kristin Cashore. I also have the novel, Fire by Kristin Cashore on hold. Both of these are young adult fantasy novels.

Ode To Coffee

Coffee. Nature’s most perfect gift. I, for one, could not function in the morning without it. And I don’t mean the four dollar, glorified milkshakes my wife buys at Starbucks on the way to work (usually after waiting in a line longer than the one at Space Mountain in Disneyland). I mean straight, uncut, coffee-type-coffee, the kind Dunkin Donuts has blessed us with by making it available at our local grocery store that comes in only three flavors...mild, medium and strong.

Coffee saves lives. Not just my own, but the oblivious-to-the-world drivers I meet on my morning commute. Paramedics would still be trying to pry the steering wheels from their chests if I didn’t have at least two cups of my morning elixir in me before heading off to work.

But I digress. What could I say about this wondrous, magic liquid that hasn’t been said before by folks greater than me? So, with that in mind...

"But, Mom, I need the caffeine...BADLY!" - Zack Galligan, Waxwork

"Whatever happened to coffee-flavored coffee?" - Denis Leary

"A morning without coffee is sleep." -Author Unknown

"I believe humans get a lot done, not because we’re smart, but because we have thumbs so we can make coffee." -Flash Rosenberg

"Way too much coffee. But if it weren’t for coffee, I’d have no identifiable personality whatsoever." -David Letterman

"Decaffeinated coffee is the devil’s blend." -Author Unknown

"Decaffeinated coffee is like kissing your sister." -Bob Irwin

"I never drink coffee at lunch. I find it keeps me awake for the afternoon." -Ronald Reagan

"Behind every successful woman is a substantial amount of coffee." -Stephanie Piro
"I had some dreams, they were clouds in my coffee." -Carly Simon

"I have measured out my life with coffee spoons." -T.S. Elliot

"It is inhumane, in my opinion, to force people who have a genuine medical need for coffee to wait in line behind people who apparently view it as some kind of recreational activity. I bet this kind of thing does not happen to heroin addicts. I bet that when serious heroin addicts go to purchase their heroin, they do not tolerate waiting in line while some dilettante in front of them orders a hazelnut smack-a-cino with cinnamon sprinkles." -Dave Barry

"In Seattle you haven't had enough coffee until you can thread a sewing machine while it's running." -Jeff Bezos

"My blood type is Folgers." -Author Unknown

"Actually, this seems to be the basic need of the human heart in nearly every great crisis - a good hot cup of coffee." Alexander King

"Given enough coffee, I could rule the world." -Author Unknown

The truth hurts...?

First I wasn’t sure whether I should post this or not, since it’s Malaysia’s National day today, and all you (women) should be, is happy etc. But the thing is, that I have been wanting to post this for quite some time now, when I just finished the book, but I’ve constantly been forgetting to do it. So even though it’s Merdeka, perhaps this post will make a dull Monday (because Mondays are always dull, boring and never ending - we all know that) a fresh start for some girls/women/ladies out there. (Guys can also read of course, but I am sure they already know what I am speaking of and therefore, won’t need any tissues to wipe away the tears). So which book am I referring to? He’s Just Not That Into You! by Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo.

So, for a long time I’ve really been speculating about guys in the past, because I’ve (among many other girls) constantly built up this illusion about the guys that we like/are in love with. That they are perfect, and nothing they do will change how we feel about them. Because deep inside, they are good and you don’t get why nobody but you can see that…In short, if he treats you like shit - I give the saddest excuses for him being Mr. Right and all of that crap - but not anymore. Reading this book made me recognize so much and several times I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry over what now seems so obvious. So, read, take in and pick your Cutie-Pie right, girl:

1. Men aren’t complicated, they just want you to believe that they are.
2. Men would rather have their arm ripped off that to say “You’re not the one for me”, because they’re convinced we’ll kill them.
3. If a guy wants you, he’ll find you. WHATEVER it will take.
4. His excuses are a way for you to realize that he’s just not that into you! - If he was, he would NOT have excuses for not catching up with you.
5. Never call a guy. If he wants you, he WILL call.
6. NEVER ask a guy out. If he wants you, he’ll do the dirty work.
7. When it comes to men, threat them as for whom they are, and NOT for whom you wish them to be.
8. Always assume you’re the rule, not the exception. Meaning that he won’t change for you!
9. Men are never too busy to get what they want. If they want you, they will put you as their number one.
And last but not least…
10. If a man want’s you, he won’t leave you confused. He’ll show you how important you are for him.

The Swedish version.

A Worldly Breakfast

It's the most important meal of the day, right!? And breakfast makes everything better - especially at our house. We're the sort that loves breakfast food so much we like to have breakfast for dinner too sometimes.

A breakfast here, especially after a sleepover, is a major tradition. We have homemade pancakes, waffles, or french toast, bacon or sausage and ALWAYS homemade syrup.

Yup, the syrup is legendary around here.

When we first married, my husband scoffed at bottled syrup and proceeded to educate me on the wonders of making one's own maple goodness. It's easy, fresh, more flavorful, and dare I say it...less expensive. (that's important when you have syrup addicts like us). I was soon turning up my own nose at those cleverly shaped bottles of inferiority on grocery store shelves.

My children have never known anything less (though they assure me they are polite when faced with bottled syrup away from home) and it just might be the elixir that brings them home to visit once they've flown the coop - um, I mean nest.

My opinions about syrup (and other kitchen adventures) even show up occasionally in my books.
Check it out - after breakfast of course - you don't want to get the book sticky!

Regan


Buy Pixie Chicks at Quake or Amazon today, and tomorrow you'll find me blogging at Echelon Press Shorts about the release of Hot Spots, the next installment of the Hobbitville Saga.

The photos are courtesy of Wikipedia, but they could just as easily come from my kitchen!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Why so complicated???

Monday morning's decision of clothes. Yesterday when I was in bed I was already thinking about today's outfit, but now I don't remember! Shoot. Why is it so hard to know what to wear sometimes, especially on Mondays. I mean, there's nothing special I am going to do today...But it is Merdeka! Malaysia's National day! 53 years of independence...- Yes, that well I know my Malaysian history at least, haha.

Okay, I think I have a top but what about the pants then?...It's all about the pants now...Why can't I just go to school in my big Benetton T-shirt I sleep in?! Haha. Gosh, everything is so blur. I didn't get a lot of sleep last night. Thinking about what to wear, my dream future, my real future, mami's upcoming birthday, my sister's future go-away and Malaysia...In short everything was on my mind, and don't ask me why.

Jeans. Jeans are my solution. Thank God.

Kayaking For Dummies


Well, yesterday was an adventure to say the least. My friend Bunny and I decided to go Kayaking. I have to admit I have never done this before but it sounded like a lot of fun. We live near the site of the 1996 Olympic rowing venue. They offer a 2 to 3 hour Kayak rental for $15. I think that's pretty cheap. However, when you get there they give you a Kayak, paddle and life vest and send you on your way...lessons are extra! Who needs lessons, right? WRONG! We needed them but we discovered that AFTER we had pushed away from the dock. That shizz is harder than you think!

We started paddling and somehow made it away from the dock into open water. That's when the water circles started. What are water circles you ask?! Well,these circles are formed by two people who know absolutely nothing about paddling a Kayak. We are trying our best to move forward but somehow only moved in circles. When we did manage to break from the water circles we found ourselves under a bridge. That was followed by us crashing into one of the bridge supports. We were spent and frustrated so we decided to give this up and head back. We start trying to make our way back when we realized we are heading for the boat ramp. Two trucks are parked there trying to load their boats into the water. We cannot seem to turn and are headed right for them...unable to stop ourselves. PADDLE RIGHT...HARDER....RIGHT....whew, we missed them by inches. I am sure they were wondering WTF we were doing!



That was that and we were done. Luckily I had brought my phone. It is waterproof and I had wanted to get some pics so Bunny thought it was better than risking damage to my camera. Plus I thought it might be handy to have one in case we needed to call 911. I called my sister and ask her to look up instructions on how to paddle a Kayak. After she stopped laughing she decided to meet us at the park and give us some instructions. We parked on a beach area and waited. When she arrived she got in the boat with Bunny and they had a little lesson. Then Bunny got out and I got in with my sis and had my lesson. It turns out we were just overcompensating for turns...we were trying to turn by rowing hard to one side...It turns out you just need to simply put your oar to the opposite side and stick it there for a sec and the boat glides back into position. Oh well, who knew!

After our lesson I forced Bunny back in the boat. She was very hesitant at first. I think her exact words were something like "oh hell no, I'm not getting back into that f'ing boat." I told her that if we didn't conquer this now we would never get back in one. You know...the whole if you fall off a horse get back on thing. She got back in and WE LOVED IT. It turns out its so much easier when you do it right...now we can't wait to do it again.

Well, that's enough for now. Hope y'all are having a great weekend!
Bob Out

Daily Thoughts 8/30/2009

W. Somerset Maugham. Digital ID: 1544537. New York Public Library


Arents Cigarette Cards W.Somerset Maugham, From New York Public Library Digital Gallery



Daily Thoughts 8/30/2009

I finished reading Songs of the Dying Earth Stories In Honor of Jack Vance, edited by George R.R. Martin and Gardner Dozois. Jack Vance is considered a masterful writer of science fiction. He is 93 years old and still writing. His style is very interesting. This collection is an excellent collection of writers. It includes many of the best writers in fantasy living today; George R.R. Martin, Neil Gaiman, Tanith Lee, Dan Simmons, Robert Silverberg, and many others.

In addition to lots of short stories, there is also a novella, The Guiding Nose of Ulfant Banderoz by Dan Simmons. Each stories starts with an introduction about the writers and ends with a short summary of their experiences reading Jack Vance. Some of them are quite interesting. I learned that Jack Vance was very influential with roleplaying games, having set the background for many magic systems. This is an article by Gary Gygax about Jack Vances's influence

http://www.dyingearth.com/files/GARY%20GYGAX%20JACK%20VANCE.pdf

The setting of The Dying Earth which these stories are written in is fantastic. The sun has grown dim, the earth has grown old and is now strewn with ancient ruins and the roads are filled with strange and terrible creatures dangerous to man; the deodanth, the pelgrayne, giants, ghouls, twk-men (little people who ride dragonflies), and other beasts. Magic (a kind of super science) has replaced the science of old and the world has become decadent and filled with superstition.

This is a world of trickery, debauchery, and magic. Wizards wander this world with names like Cugel the Clever, Rialto the Marvelous, and Lixal Laqavee. These are stories of cunning, trickery, magic, and debauchery. There are terrible spells like the prismatic spray and elemental and magic servants which serve the wizards. The characters survive by their cunning. They also seek the pleasure of wine, song, food, and dance. Jack Vance played the banjo and the kazoo.

There are magical towers, libraries full of spells, ancient ruined cities, dangerous inns, and woods full of monsters. The language is florid full of complex adjectives, odd sounding nouns, and strange names of far away places. The writers who wrote these stories do a good job filling the flavor of the settings.

The book is 670 pages long. It is published by Subterranean Press http://www.subterraneanpress.com/ which produces high quality fantasy works. Many of the chapters start with a fantasy illustration and the pages are bordered with simple lines. The cover and interior illustrations are done by Tom Kidd http://www.spellcaster.com/tomkidd/ . It is a well designed, entertaining book to read.


Give me now, please! =)

It's pink, there are Swarovski diamonds, and it's a Hello Kitty on it. How much cooler can a camera get?

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Warcraft II: Tides Of Darkness



Warcraft II: Tides of Darkness

Genre: Fantasy, RTS

We all know Blizzard from World of Warcraft, but Blizzard produced more games than WoW, like the classic Diablo and Warcraft series. There is one game in particular from the Warcraft series that I’m going to review, and that’s Warcraft 2: Tides of Darkness.

Warcraft II: ToD is released in 1995 on the Pc and Mac. Two years later the game was also released on the Playstation and Sega Saturn under the name Warcraft 2: The Dark Saga. In 1999 the game was released together with the expansion pack, Beyond the dark portal, in Warcraft II: Battle.net edition. This release featured online play on Blizzard’s online gaming service, Battle.net.

In Warcraft II: ToD the story continues where Warcraft: Orcs and Humans ended. 6 years after the Orcish Horde conquered Azeroth, they want to conquer Lordaeron too, so they send a large fleet to Lordaeron. The survivors of Azeroth have fled to Lordaeron and the remaining Human nations band together into the Alliance to withstand the Horde. They are joined by the High Elves of Quel'thalas and the Dwarves of Khaz Modan.

Just like in Warcraft: Orcs and Humans, you can choose whether you play as the Alliance, or the Horde. Both campaigns have 14 levels so you'll play for many hours before completing the game.

There are many buildings you can build in this game, like the Barracks (for training units, duh) Farm (1 farm is good for 4 units) and Blacksmith (meant for upgrading your troops). There are 15 buildings for each faction, which are different in looks but similar in function, except for 1 building which is Altar of Storms/Church.

The graphics of this game are very good, considering that this game is from 1995. They can still compete with today's Nintendo DS games. The audio is great as well, the soundtrack really provides an atmosphere.

And when you have completed the campaign you can also try to beat every custom scenario. And believe me, some of those custom scenarios are damn hard to beat. If you want to make it yourself even more difficult, you could add some more enemies. You cannot add allies, only enemies. It's fun to trying to beat 7 enemies, but you always know you will die when you play fair. You could also cheat in this game, but your rank says you’re a cheater when you do.

Furthermore, you can make your own scenarios with the Map Editor. Here, you can add allies as well. You can use those maps online too, but I don’t think there are many Warcraft II players around any more. I’m still a die-hard fan of this game and I already played it for more than a 1000 hours. The only complaint about the map-editor is that you can't make any teams, because your allies attack each other anyhow.

If you own Warcraft III, you should also try out this game. Personally, I think Warcraft II is better than its sequel. One funny detail is that they still used that goofy voice in Warcraft III for the peasants. I don’t think you can still buy WC 2 in stores, so if you want to try this game out, you have to download it. If you are an oldskool gamer you have to check this game out!

Daily Thoughts 8/29/2009

The King in Yellow Digital ID: 1258831. New York Public Library

The King In Yellow by Robert W. Chambers. Classic horror.

Daily Thoughts 8/29/2009

Today was another day to lay around and read. It is after all my vacation. I read some more of Songs of the Dying Earth Stories In Honor of Jack Vance. It is quite satisfying to read. Very relaxing.

I also drove to the Queens main library. I did not find what I was looking for a book on librarians and graphic novels. Still, I did go to the main library. I also spent some time driving around all over. I have to do the New York State Inspection for my car on Monday.

Today has not been particularly productive but it has been relaxing. A chance to read and think.

Debt free

Suddenly I wondered why on earth I decided to tell mami that I was old enough to stand for my own expenses this summer? Now SEK 5000+ poorer I feel rather…poor, haha. But as I said earlier, I will look at all of my purchases as investments. Because you can never get enough of gorgeous dresses right? RIGHT? Nevertheless, I still have to add that the feeling of being debt free is a good feeling, haha.

However, I will go back to saving now. Because, if luck is with me this Christmas I might as well make some more investments, hehe…

Friday, August 28, 2009

Peace, Man!

Okay, I admit my '70s-post Woodstock roots. I grew up with Tie-dye and the Peace symbol, familiar items to everyone now, too.

In recent years, it seems that no generation has escaped war: the Depression era families were touched by World War I; their children entered World War II; then came Korea, Vietnam, Desert Storm...

According to the recent annual Mindset List for the Class of 2013 at Beloit College, the current generation of college freshman has grown up with the war in Iraq.

The cry in the Sixties and Seventies was "Give Peace a Chance!"

Following are a few quotes from those who have had something to say on peace, and say it much better than I ever will:

Benjamin Franklin: There never was a good war or a bad peace.

Jimi Hendrix: When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace.

John Lennon: Imagine all the people living life in peace.

Martin Luther King Jr.: One day we must come to see that peace is not merely a distant goal we seek, but that it is a means by which we arrive at that goal. We must pursue peaceful ends through peaceful means.


* See John Lennon/Yoko Ono video, Give Peace a Chance

* See more peace quotes

* Sam in Searching for a Starry Night, A Miniature Art Mystery thinks peace is cool, though she won't find it with crabby Mrs. Drake - or will she?

Popping my blog virginity














Yay, it has finally happened. I'm no longer a blogging virgin. I'm popping my own cherry. OH GREAT...has it come to that?!?!?!

So...How Y'all doin?

A little about me... I grew up in the deep south and 40 years later I'm still here. I'm a single gay male. I have one child...a cute Dachshund named Scooby. I've had him since he was born. My ex roommate had his mother and father. While we were living together they had puppies and she offered me one. I had no intentions of getting a dog at the time but couldn't resist that face(I'm posting a pic of him...tell me you could resist that...I think not!) He just turned 12 this past May.

I grew up in the "Bible Belt" and was reared in church hearing constant sermons about sins and immorality so I have struggled with my sexuality and my openness about it. Last year I decided I have lived long enough in the closet and would no longer deny my sexuality. Since then I have been open with new people that come into my life. However, I haven't come out to all of my friends and family yet.

I have told two of my sisters and my dad. They were VERY accepting. I haven't quite gotten up the nerve yet to tell my mom. That will come...soon(stay tuned)! I don't think my mom will disown me...but I know this will hurt her. She will be consumed with the fact her son is going to hell for this sin. Is it a sin? That's a big question, isn't it! I've had to deal with that question my whole life and if I'm honest...I still ask myself that a lot. I used to think this was my sin to overcome...like someone dealing with alcoholism or whatever. I no longer think that.

I truly believe I was born this way. Looking back I was always gay. I just didn't know what gay was. When I found out what gay was it was usually followed by the words "hellfire" and "damnation". That would scare any kid and would eventually lead me to live a so-called str8 lifestyle for a LONG time. That was until I was almost 30 and finally decided I had to give in to the temptation and actually experiment with guys. It didn't take long before I knew that I liked it...lol.

I decided then that I would live a secret life. I would have sex with guys and just have "fuck buddies" but wouldn't let anyone in on my secret. That fulfilled the need temporarily. I realized last year that I still wasn't happy. I wasn't me...I want love! I want that great relationship where I'm open and honest with a partner...someone who will love me for me.
I know it's out there and I will find it. How's that for optimism?!?!?!
OK, so I guess that's enough for now...more later!

Bob Out(notice the pun...haha)

Daily Thoughts 8/28/2009

Cover of the pulp magazine Weird Tales (October 1934, vol. 24, no. 4) featuring The Black God's Kiss by C. L. Moore (first of the Jirel of Joiry stories). Cover by Margaret Brundage.



I am enjoying reading Songs of the Dying Earth. My favorite short story so far is The Final Quest of the Wizard Sarnod by Jeff Vandermeer. It is a truly strange tale with miniaturized people, blimps, and magic. Jeff Vandermeer has a real ability to describe the fantastic in vivid ways. I have read many of his novels. His website is quite interesting. http://www.jeffvandermeer.com/



I am still reading The Management Myth. I am learning often the main reason that people use consultants is that companies are often unwilling to do what needs to be done because of internal politics or mismanagement. Consultants are often hired to do what companies already know they need to do. It is like so many things in this world.

The second thing I learned today from reading The Management Myth is that the moment a consultant says the word strategy he is going to come up with a plan that will cost you a lot of money. This is one of the reasons I like this book so much. It can be unexpectedly morose.



As I am reading The Practice of Management, I have come across another truism. It seems like Peter Drucker's statements have become the accepted ideas behind many modern businesses. The latest truism is that the best investment you can make is in people. I don't know if this is completely true. If people don't have the tools they need, they simply can't be effective.


My access to the egalley on Netgalley for The Case For Books, Past, Present and Future by Robert Darnton has been confirmed. Now, I can start reading the book. I like reading about books. There is something comforting in the written word. Eppecially if the written word is by a librarian like Robert Darnton.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

The Star Trek Guide to World Peace



The first thing that comes to mind when I think of world peace is Star Trek. Yeah, no kidding. I think of this Utopian globalised planet where everyone gets along. Of course in Star Trek, you have to note that there are plenty of other beings that do not get along... But as a planet, Earth is a pretty peaceful place with no wars, global money, (Or is there money at all?) and a unified population that seems to agree on everything.

Ok, world peace will never be achieved quite like that. At least not everyone will agree on everything all of this time, but the ideas are sound and whether you know it or not, we're moving in that direction. Will we see it? Nope. But give it another few hundred years or so and I fully believe that we could have a pretty strong foundation for world peace. Just look how things have changed in the last few decades. The Internet connects the planet in light speed bringing communication and understanding where there was confusion, misinformation and fear before. The Euro is another example of countries agreeing to get along financially.

While there are plenty of arguments against global money, the Euro has strengthened Europe and is a sign of things to come. Think of it this way, the Euro unified Europe's money... so one nation has the same cash value as another. Think if that was in place for the last 200 years how many lives would have been spared and how many wars could have been prevented. Dare I say that a unified monetary system would probably have prevented World War II?

The attainable goal of world peace is something that doesn't just come from a song or a protest sign. This is something that everyone has to agree on. Everyone has to be on board and they have to realize that it isn't going to happen quickly. A lot of bitterness and centuries of anger have to subside or be forgiven, but it's like I always say, "Keep chipping away at it." Like Spock says, "Live long and Prosper."

My steampunk adventure novel, Thomas Riley, comes out in October on Echelon Press.
http://nickvalentino.blogspot.com

Frappista and "quality time"

Finally Thursday! I started to get the feeling that Thursday would never come. Monday-Wednesday have became long horrible afternoons spent in school, but Thursday is the day when there’s more time to actually breathe again. (Fridays aren’t that bad either though, at least to some extent…) So, today I met up my dear sister in town where we had some “quality time” or whatever you guys call it, haha. We made our way through town in an express motion and later ended up at Barista, which is an Eco-coffee shop where they only serve Fairtrade coffee and use Eco-friendly products. I’ve always just passed by this coffee shop, but not today. Vicki told me that I definitely had to try their Frappista, which is told to be a less sweet smoothie, so I did. And let me just tell you directly - IT’S ADDICTIVE.

So we sat there, sipped at our coffees (or Vicki at hers, and I at my chocolate Frappista), talking about the future and the opportunities we have right now. Or mostly Vicki’s opportunities, I am rather stuck with my life situation for another two years…-.- However, it was really nice to have this “jie jie & mei mei” time (big sis & little sis in Chinese) and I hope we will have it more often. Even though life is hectic and stressful at some times (or for some people it’s an everyday rush), we sometimes have to stop what we’re doing and just find time to live in the moment. Because, that’s what I did today. I lived in the moment and I felt great. I needed it, and so does everybody. Remember that.

Beautiful sis at Barista with her expresso Frappista.

And me with my addictive chocolate one.

Mat Hoffman's Pro BMX


Mat Hoffman’s Pro BMX, a game made by the company Runecraft, known for games like Spec Ops, Scrabble, Barbie and Ceasar’s Palace. Activision was the publisher.

One of the things that immediately catches your attention in this game is the similarity to Tony Hawk’s Pro Skater series, this is because the game uses the same engine as Tony Hawk’s Pro Skater, albeit an edited version. Unfortunately the game feels like a cheap port from the consoles, way worse than Tony Hawk’s Pro Skater 3, which felt a bit like a port but still played smoothly.

In singleplayer the player has to collect covers of magazines by completing certain tasks which differ little each stage, they’re pretty much the same as in Tony Hawk’s Pro Skater 3. You have to collect the characters T-R-I-C-K, similar to the S-K-A-T-E in THPS. Other objectives always involve beating a certain highscores, doing a trick at a specific location and destroy a certain amount of things within the time-limit (like 5 lamps). This is of course talking about the Career mode, in which you can unlock new parts for your bike, characters and courses. There’s also a single session mode, a free mode and a map editor for the player that likes to play singleplayer.

Multiplayer features Horse, which can be done co-op on the same computer, in this mode the players have to set a trick and try to get the highest amount of points, if they fail at this they’re given a letter, if all letters create a word the player loses. There´s also a network game mode which I couldn’t test, since either there were no players or the servers are down, since Runecraft has gone bankrupt.

The gameplay in this game is pretty bad, when you’re playing you’ll easily fall. The game also misses a lot of things that made THPS fun to play, like a balance meter when grinding and such, it now only appears when doing a manual. The game also has the tendency to have serious framedrops at random moments. The controls also feel a bit unresponsive at times, making the game hard in an unfair way, especially when compared to THPS where switching between tricks goes amazingly quick. Another thing I missed is the ability to set your own special moves, in this game you have to guess how to pull one off.

The graphics are very bad in this game, they’re nothing compared to THPS3 which was released in the same year and has the same engine. The levels feel empty and dead, there are no people walking around, nothing is moving, you’re the only one that moves in a static environment. The models are all boring and stale, even the bikes aren’t that well done which have textures sticking out of them and weird tires.

The sound in this game is pretty boring and dull, nearly all songs on the playlist are done by unknown artists and all those songs are pretty generic. In THPS3, you did have an amazing soundtrack which was carefully picked to fit the game, it’s a letdown that Runecraft didn’t put as much effort in this game like the creators of THPS3 did with theirs. As far as sound effects go, they aren’t that bad.

I don’t think this game is worth a purchase, due to it’s crappy gameplay, poor graphics and mediocre sounds. If you do want an extreme sports game or something similar to this, I can really suggest THPS3 instead of this one. I think that if you do buy this game, you’ll end up only playing a couple of hours and then throw in the back of your cabinet only to collect dust.

Daily Thoughts 8/27/2009

Chart showing dissemination to the White House, State Department and Attorney General of dozens of secret FBI memos and reports on Alger Hiss, beginning with the report on the Hatch Act investigation of Hiss in 1942 and running through Hiss' resignation from the State Department in January 1947. Federal Bureau of Investigation: J. Edgar Hoover, Official and Confidential file #34 (FBI Reading Room, J. Edgar Hoover Building, 935 Pennsylvania Avenue, NW, Washington, DC 20004)



Daily Thoughts 8/27/2009

I took some time to go to the main library of the Queens Public Library to look at the Scott 2010 Standard Postage Stamp Catalogue. I had received a number of volumes of stamp books which were sent to me by my family. So, I spent several hours going through the multi-volume set looking at stamps to see if any of them were valuable. Very few of them were. Some of them cost as much as $2 each. So, they were not particularly valuable. But, they were fun to look at. There were stamps from lots of recognizable countries like Afghanistan, Togo, The Congo, The Cayman Islands, the United States, Canada, Germany, China, Monaco, Japan, and many other places. In addition, there were a few stamps from the Sheikdom of Sharjah, Umm Al Qiwain and Reunion three places I had never heard of. It was entertaining. Reunion is an island off of Madagascar. Prices are not listed in the Scott catalog. There are so many obscure countries in the world today.

It was very much like searching for a mythical pot of gold. I am not quite sure what to do with some of the stamps. I am wondering if I should just lock them in a closet somewhere or try and find someone who will trade them for comic books. Price guides are often inaccurate. They don't reflect what is often hard to find properly. I have spent quite a bit of time looking at The Official Overstreet Comic Book Price Guide, 39th Edition. The comic book price guide misses many of the underground comics and independent comics. It also does not cover fanzines very well. Still it is the standard guide. It is kind of fun doing this. It appeals to minutiae.

There are so many different catalogs of antiques produced by a variety of companies. The two big catalog producers that are most popular are Warman's and Kovel's. Nostalgia has its place. It is fun to remember childhood sometimes. Unfortunately, real antiques are well outside my price range and I am not that fond of the kitsch you often find at garage sales and flea markets.

I am still reading my books each day.

Kiera

This is Kiera. She is a 4 year old cross Pitbull whose best activity is to watch TV on the couch with some biscuits to munch!

Kiera is a DARG dog, and according to DARG, she's a great companion, bonds well with people, is love-starved and is a real softie. I guess that's quite hard to believe from a Pitbull, given the bad reputation they've got over the years.

But like all protective breeds, if they're treated properly, they will be great companions. The Pitbull reputation has been brought about by unscrupulous owners using them for fighting purposes. So, there is no such creature as a bad dog, only a BAD OWNER.

I hope she finds the loving home she so deserves.


Wednesday, August 26, 2009

World Peace.

World Peace.

The most common interpretation of these two words deals with everyone becoming friends with each other, rather than becoming enemies.

It is often a complicated topic as people argue over who believes it can be done and who believes that it is impossible, who believes it should be done and who believes it shouldn’t, who believes it should be top priority and who believes that it should not be top priority.

World peace is a topic people seem to actively seek, but wonder if it will be possible to ever actually attain. Questions begin to arise about whether or not people can actually change to fit the guidelines that are necessary for peace to rein throughout the world.

So here’s the question you need to ask: Is it important to you? Do you want it and feel it is necessary for the world? Or do you not care and simply wish to go about your daily life? If you answered yes, you feel it is necessary, then decide if you wish to help. Every little thing can help – being nice to your neighbor, co-worker, friend… It can all add up.

What are you opinions on world peace?

Daily Thoughts 8/26/2009

Poul Anderson, Science Fiction Writer


Daily Thoughts 8/26/2009

I took a walk up to my local library. I am sitting here typing away while looking at the computer.

I am still reading both The Management Myth and The Practice of Management. I am beginning to think many management books are more about ethics, philosophy, and the way you treat other people rather than scientific thought. A lot of the material does not come across as being extremely logical. I like reading The Management Myth because some of it is very funny; almost sublimely ridiculous. Some of the nonsense which is being described is rather entertaining.

I also took some time and read the preview on Baen books for Patriots by David Drake which is a science fiction novel coming out in September. The preview consists of the first nine chapters. I also started reading Songs of the Dying Earth Stories In Honor of Jack Vance. The introduction by Dean Koontz is excellent. It tells how Dean Koontz started as a science fiction writer and thought The Dying Earth was a lot of fun to read. The editors of the short stories are also very good, Gardner Dozois and George R.R. Martin. The selection of authors is superb as well; Neil Gaiman, Robert Silverberg, Mike Resnick, Glen Cook, Jeff Vandermeer, Tanith Lee and many other excellent fantasy writers. It is a tome of a book with 670 pages of short stories. I have just started on it and it has already given me a bit of pleasure to read.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

MOM Earth


Look at that picture.

Beautiful, isn’t it? Or she, if you’re into the feminine avatars like Mother Earth, Gaia and Ötüken we bestow upon the space faring orb that we constantly abuse with pollution, war and reality shows.

Although we inhabit just the smallest portion crust of this planet, we do so many things that grossly affect her, such as bare stinky feet and global warming, which even the most hardcore of doubters finally admit is happening.

Imagine a world without ice on the poles. It would be a swirling, cloud covered planet looking like a bowl of cinnamon oatmeal. As the water warms, the frequency and ferocity of storms would soar, battering the surface of the planet, which lose landmass as rising sea levels gobble up valuable beachfront property and swallow entire islands like Cuba, Hawaii and Kirsty Alley.

Imagine a world where a war-torn planet is ripped apart by a nuclear war. The resultant cloud cover and radiation would wrap around the planet as a sick, ugly yellow cloud trapped in the atmosphere. The sun would cook a noxious stew of poisonous gasses killing human, animal, plant and maybe even Madonna.

Hah, just kidding. Madanna would survive.

If you watch a beauty contest, the contestants are asked inane questions, like ‘What would you like more than anything else?’

Besides a diet pill that actually works, as the movie “Miss Congeniality” made clear, the rote answer is, “World peace.”

Uh, huh. Okay, so what keeps us from achieving this World Peace?

Any ideas?

I think it’s easy. The thing that keeps us from World Peace is World Piece. As in greed. Everyone wanting a bigger slice of the pie. And not just their share of the pie. They want a bigger piece than they are entitled to.

Greed for possessions, greed for other peoples’ property, greed for the big gas guzzling car that denotes status, the greed of one country coveting the resources of its neighbor or from the not-neighbor in, say, the Middle East, greed for power, greed for the biggest bowl of ice cream.

So until we figure out some way to handle greed, we won’t see World Peace. Simple as that.

And hopefully we won’t tear Mother Earth to world pieces along the way.

I got no solutions, except maybe everyone should read funny books or something. And I’m sorry I wasn’t funny today. If you want funny, go read one of my books. They’re funny, I promise.

And they’ll bring us World Peace.

(Oh, and my new vampire humor YA book, Fang Face can be had on Earth friendly e-book, as well as traditional paper.)

Norm

http:www.normcowie.com

Will I become a millionare?

Delayed birthday gift from someone...Will I become a millionare is the question though???



Unfortunately, I did not. However, I managed to scratch myself SEK 50! =)

Daily Thoughts 8/25/09 ( self education )

'Chaucer at the Court of Edward III' , Ford Madox Brown


Daily Thoughts 8/25/09

Frederik Pohl just received an honorary high school diploma from Brookyn Technical school. http://www.locusmag.com/News/2009/08/fred-pohl-earns-high-school-diploma.html
I sometimes think of the importance of having a high school diploma. I never finished high school. I tested out with a California High School Proficiency in the 11th grade and went to community college. Personal things made it important for me to be on my own. This is not for everyone. I have a masters degree, despite having not finished high school. This is also true of a couple of my cousins. Frederik Pohl is one of the best science fiction writers.



I like college far more than I liked high school. It is a place where you are going voluntarily to learn. I am even considering going back to college part time to get a masters in publishing to supplement my masters in library science. I just like the idea. New York University School of Continuing and Professional Studies has a publishing program. There is quite a bit on electronic publishing which I am very interested in. http://www.scps.nyu.edu/areas-of-study/publishing/ I took the Introduction to Publishing course there and enjoyed it a lot.


For a while I worked at an internet service provider as a sourcer for human resources. One of the things I leanred there was the importance of self education. To effectively run an internet service provider you have to find a lot of people who are into serious self education in lots of technical subjects. The way you moved ahead in these places was to get various computer certifications, A+ computer technician, MCSE Microsoft Certified Systems Engineer, MCSA Microsoft Certified System Administrator, CCIE Cisco Certified Internetworking Engineer, Java Sun Certification, A+ Network Security. These certifications were tests to show you new a particular subject. In addition to getting certifications technicians read a lot of computer manuals to stay up to date; perl, c++, and many other programs were popular.



A college degree did not guarantee technical proficiency. I try to make sure there are a decent amount of new computer books. This is also true of many other fields. There are all sorts of certifications ranging from stock broker to phlebotomist.

Monday, August 24, 2009

World Peace?

I saw the topic for this week was World Peace, so I did a little entry on my first thought...and second thought...and extra train of thought detours...on World Peace :)



World Peace?



…What does that mean?



Is it, simply, a world without conflict? I’m asking because actually, the first thing that comes to mind is a world inhabited by robots. The second is the book “The Giver.” Has anyone read that book? Or any other post-apocalyptic utopia stories. In the ones I’ve read I’ve found the characters a bit dull (though that might have been done on purpose), but the reoccurring concept was freakier than any of the murder mysteries I’ve read. Is that what World Peace truly means? A mindless state of contentment, almost programmed into the bland role to avoid conflict…hmm…I believe we’re back to robots.



Don’t get me wrong. There are some great aspects to peace. But I don’t dream of a world without conflict. I dream of an alternative to wars, advancements in crime-solving technology, reduced instances of violence…basically, reasons not to do horrible things. Good people working to prevent horrible things. You know, crazy stuff like that. Because in a world without conflict, there’s not much else either. Try reading a book, a short story, a newspaper article, even a blog post, without conflict. Try writing one! In a nutshell, it is going to stink. Badly. Now, try living without conflict. Sure, you don’t have those down moments, but you don’t have any senses of triumph or pride. And those are what make us human. Without those ups and downs, we’re…oh, no. I’m back to robots again.



Anyway, I'd have to do a lot more research on the meaning of World Peace before I could decide if I wanted it or not.



--Kieryn

My novel, RAIN, is coming in 2010 from QUAKE!

Find me at www.kierynnicolas.blogspot.com, or www.kierynnicolas.com. I'm also on Facebook!

(photo credit www.soil-net.com)

17th birthday =)

I almost thought I would end up cake less, but instead I ended up with two cakes! Talk about being silly that day when Lewar asked me what kind of dessert I like. She said that she had signed up for some contest where she had to ask 100 people what their favourite dessert was and then she would get a dessert herself. Of course, I was a bit sceptical in the beginning and was like "Why not just make up some answers, honey!?", but then I thought "Whatever, she can be rather...unique...sometimes and if she wants to get 100 answers from 100 people just to get a dessert, why not help her?" So yes, maybe I was a bit silly believing something like that but at least I was trying to help her and that's not silly, right? Haha...

I was so surprised when Lewar turned her locker into a bakery, haha.

Group picture! But wait wait, where's Shill?

Me cutting the delicious blueberry cake.

Ooooh, here Shill is =). Hahaha, my goodness we look like Siamese twins...until Lewar's head totally ruined the idea -.- Haha...


Strösseltårta (cake filled with vanilla custard) was waiting for me at home.

Yesterday I felt so poor after calculating my debt to mami but now I got some cash and I feel quite rich again, hahaha. Thanks mami. =)


Vicki was so sweet too! The whole afternoon she spent cutting and gluing to achieve this...one gift voucher for coffee and cake, another one for lunch, the Paul Frank flip flops I bought in Pavilion recently...and she paid the reparation for my flat tyre! - And she's suppose to be a poor student! I feel so bad now...If you read this sis, THANK YOU very much and don't forget that I love you very much too.

Okies, this was my 17th birthday. Small but personal, just as it should be sometimes. Nights!

Daily Thoughts 8/24/2009

Sir Peter Beckford author of the early gothic novel, Vathek.


Daily Thoughts 8/24/2009

I am a little past half way reading through The Practice of Management by Peter Drucker. The more I read it, the more it comes across as a philosophy more than a science. I find it interesting that business books are considered to be scientific. Most are not even remotely practical. I would not say that about Peter Drucker, but about many business books. If you look at the New York Times Bestseller list on business many of them seem to be more about wish fulfillment and fantasy than practical decision making.

I have also started reading The Management Myth Why The Experts Keep Getting It Wrong by Matthew Stewart. Having gotten into the first chapter, it looks like it will be entertaining. The first thing which he says is that an MBA is not a guarantee for success in business. He also makes some entertaining statements about popular business books being little more than wish fulfillment. Most people are never going to run a giant corporation, reading these books makes them feel good and motivated. He describes how he became a management consultant.

Here I am at my local branch. It was a pleasant walk outside. The temperature is around 80 degrees fahrenheit and the sky is clear with a light wind. I am sitting at the library computer typing away. There is not anything which I want to check out. I might get a movie. I have not decided yet. Today has been relaxing. I am on vacation right now.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Is it reeeaaally my birthday tomorrow?

Today it's Sunday. Tomorrow it's my birthday. Tomorrow is my birthday. Sounds so weird, I haven't even decided what I should wish for yet, not like that's going to matter now since it's my birthday tomorrow, but still. I have always had long lists of things I wanted for my birthdays, but strangely not this one. I wonder if it has something to do with that I almost forgot that it was my birthday since I've been so caught up in other things since I got back? Yes, I think that's the reason.

We'll see how it will be settled with the birthday cake tomorrow though. See, since I've forgot that it is my birthday tomorrow I haven't decided which cake I would like to have, so we haven't ordered anything from the bakery yet. Hopefully, I will get surprised by my supermom when I get home though, hehe...Anyway, today my family gave me a pre-celebration with pizza at Forno Romano and moon cake, yummo.

Gift from PG before we left.

So of course I thought of her sweetness when I ate it ;) (Even though I hate duck egg it was a mmmmm, haha).


This was also mmmmm...

Daily Thoughts 8/23/2009

William Gibson, American playwright, author of The Miracle Worker a play about Helen Keller



Daily Thoughts 8/23/2009

I have been reading more of Peter F. Drucker's The Practice of Management. Peter F. Drucker considers The Cyropaedia written by Xenophon to be the best book on leadership ever written. It is a classic novel about the rise of Cyrus the great in Persia. http://onlinebooks.library.upenn.edu/webbin/gutbook/lookup?num=2085

Saturday, August 22, 2009

A few short words on Internet Friendships

The Internet is a great place to meet people.

Over the years I have met many wonderful people through blogs and other social networks. Some have become lasting friends, some not.

The tricky thing to remember is -- you can call someone your friend, and feel very sure you know them, but you do have to be careful. The Internet harbors predators of all kinds, from people who aren't who they say they are, to people who are much worse than I'd like to imagine (and I write gothic fiction!).

Some have speculated that the rise of technology has eaten away at the mystery of life. That there is no more room for fairy tales and fantasy, because virtually everything is known. We can talk to people all over the world through a chat client, we can search up information about the bottom of the deep blue sea at the click of a button.

I disagree. When it comes to meeting people online, there's a whole lot of mystery. Are they really a 16-year-old girl, or are they a 30-year-old man? Are they really that into 'The Lord of the Rings,' or are they just watching in horrified fascination at the frenzied forum discussions on it?

Or are they something else entirely?

Demons and monsters... they're around us, it's true. Maybe not in the forms I feature in my fiction, but similar all the same.

We just have to be aware of them, is all.

Carlos

Carlos is an elderly gentleman(dog) who lives in an historic house in Constantia, one of the first wineland areas established in the Western Cape.

My sister was doing her dog/housesitting with Carlos and two of his pals whilst their mom went overseas to the UK.

I met him when she brought him round for a visit. He is practically blind and quite deaf, but he still loves life, and very definitely, FOOD. Put your hand near him and it's snuffle, snuffle, looking for tidbits to eat.

I don't think he's going to be with us for much longer, but as his doctor says, he's happy and in no pain, so let him enjoy his twilight years in the luxurious comforts of the Constantia greenbelt.

Daily Thoughts 8/22/2009

Alexander and Aristotle


Daily Thoughts 8/22/2009

I am on vacation right now. I went to Barnes and Nobles and bought a paperback science fiction book, Ariel by Steven R. Boyett. It is a postapocalyptic fantasy novel. Magic comes comes back and all the electricity and gunpowder stops working. It is entertaining so far. I'll probably donate it to the library where I work when I am done with it. I don't keep most of the books I read.

I watched a little bit of 2001 A Space Odyssey on dvd. It is interesting watching it. Before, I did not realize there were no ethnic cast members. Russians, Europeans, and Americans are represented in this film so far. The film has a very anglophile feel to it. The story is still excellent and the cinematography is beautiful.

I finished reading Ariel this afternoon. It is a fantasy novel about a young man who becomes attached to a unicorn. The villain wants the unicorns horn and Peter Garey must protect the unicorn. There is a theme of virginity and coming of age in the novel.

It is also a travel novel. The hero travels on a quest to get to a postapocalyptic New York where the villain resides. Gunpowder does not work, nor does electricity. This is a deus ex machina where the characters fight with swords and bows in a postapocalyptic world.

The author includes an afterword which describes his experience writing the novel and submitting it for publication. The novel was originally released in 1983 and is being rereleased in 2009. It was the authors first novel. There is going to be a sequal released in November. The story went quickly with lots of action, especially swordplay.




I am still reading Peter F. Drucker The Practice of Management. This is not an easy book to read. There is a lot of very deep thinking involved. A lot of the ideas in the book are eye opening and different than what I am used to. I like a quote of Andrew Carnegie's epitaph on his tombstone, "Here lies a man who knew how to enlist in his service better men than himself." The epitaph which was at the beginning of Chapter 13 in the Practice of Management. I will read a little bit of it every day until I am finished.

Welcome home...

Wow, a week has passed. I feel so happy to be back! - NOT.

Friday, August 21, 2009

Daily Thoughts 8/21/2009

Gore Vidal at age 23, November 14, 1948, Carl Van Vechten Photographer, Library of Congress Prints and Photographs Division


Daily Thoughts 8/21/2009

Today was a nice quiet day. I spent more time weeding the poetry section. There are a lot of books with literary merit, many of our poetry books are part of the Pitt poetry series, the National Poetry Society Awards, the Yale Younger Poets series, and from various university imprints. There are also a lot of recognized names like Allan Ginsberg, Diane Di Prima, Billy Collins, W.S. Merwin, Jack Kerouac, Theodore Roethke and other poets.

Tomorrow I am going on vacation so I spent a little bit of time making sure everything was in order. We had a rastafarian poet teach a poetry class last night. There were nineteen people there. A large number of them were from the local youth shelter which was a surprise. We also had a business computer class in our computer lab which has eight terminals. It went pretty well.

I am thinking about how to do a graphic novels club. One of our library aides reviews manga. Hopefully, it will be a success. I have to figure out what to do right now for the club. We are also thinking about getting a poet who can slam. I know a bit about poetry, but I think a slam poet might draw a larger group of interested people.

Web Bits

100 best twitter feeds for the librarian of the future. http://ow.ly/kznE

Feature Author: Sam Morton


Sam Morton is the author of Betrayed, a new release from Quake!

From the Back cover:


It’s an election year and Senator Ben “Pitchfork” Stevens from Texas made a campaign promise to stop illegal immigration. He virtually has. Problem is, people trying to cross the border seem to disappear. That’s a dilemma for 15-year-old Austin Pierce whose father is a political consultant and whose best friend, Rico Alvarez, happens to be in the United States illegally. When Austin discovers Rico’s beautiful cousin Veronica helps people break the law and cross the border from Mexico, he faces a decision: should he help his friends or try to stop the senator? Either path could lead to danger, even death.

And here's an excerpt from between the book covers:

"No. Your friend has come to our town—to our country—and I'm interested in what our American friends believe about our culture." Veronica's steel gaze locked into Austin. Even in the low light of the setting sun, he could see the glint in them.

But it seemed this girl had no interest in being friendly and Austin refused to be intimidated. He cleared his throat so his voice would be firm. "Well, I guess I just didn't expect to see all the retail stores here carrying all the familiar products, and whew, the Super Wal-Mart really threw me for a loop! I mean is there a place in the world those guys don't go?"

Rico put his palms out toward his friend attempting to quiet the rising tension and volume of their voices, both to no avail.

"I suppose you expected to come to some third-world dirt village, where the women grind corn and hand-pat tortillas around an open fire, and the men dress up like mariachis and sing the Mexican Hat Dance!" She swept her hands in each direction. "Or maybe you thought you'd find a bunch of gang bangers cruising around with handguns in low riders with bandana's half covering their eyes. Sorry to disappoint you, but that's more prevalent in Los Angeles—you know, the one in the United States."

"That's not what I meant," he said, his voice louder than he intended.

Her head seemed to swivel and she pointed an accusing finger in Austin's direction as she continued her rant. "Take a moment and look, Señior Pierce, and you'll see we're much the same. We have email and the internet, cable and satellite TV…surprise, surprise, surprise."

He cut her off, hands raised. "Exactly what did I do to piss you off, Roni?" Austin threw his hands apart and arched his brows, too. "I mean I hadn't even said hello before you turned your nose up at me like I reeked.”

The two had inched closer, squeezing Rico between them. They sat for a moment in an electric silence until Rico finally broke it.

"I can tell you exactly why she doesn't like you," he said.

Austin's eyes widened, the confirmation that the gorgeous cousin really disliked him striking a blow. Veronica's expression changed too. Her cheeks reddened and Austin thought her pupils glowed red. If the fire in them were real, Rico would be a block of crusted ash by now.

"She doesn't want you to know…"

"Rico do not …" she said through gritted teeth. Balled fists hung past her trousers just inches from the curb.

Her cousin ignored her. "She doesn't want you to find out that she has been helping people here cross the border illegally since she was twelve.


want more? click here for the first three chapters!

Readers are raving:

“I liked it so much, I read it three times!” - Jaylen Suther, 10th-grader, Irmo, S.C.

“Armed with a powerful story, stunning language, and a belief that right must triumph, Sam Morton weaves a tale of laughter, passion, and fury in Betrayed. Don’t miss a word. Sam is an author on the move.” - Pat Conroy, bestselling author of The Prince of Tides, Beach Music, and The Great Santini

Best, Worst, and Craziest Aspects of being a writer—

The best part for me, without question, is the creative process. I have complete control of the story—who lives, who dies, what takes place in the action, the emotions and reactions of the characters. I especially like, when it’s time for a bad guy to get his due, coming up with exceedingly painful and humiliating ways for the bad guys to die. I think I have an over-developed sense of justice!

The worst part of writing for me is always having to figure out how to have something go on behind my main character’s back without him knowing it, but at the same time letting the reader know. Some writers find that easy to do. I find that it takes a deftness of skill I’ve not yet mastered and have to work at.

The craziest part of being a writer—and I’ve talked to enough writers to know I am not alone—is that, as much as I love the creative process, when it comes time to put my fingers on the keyboard and write, I do almost anything to avoid it! I do laundry. I clean the kitchen. I’ll even re-organize my office. I believe I’m intimidated to some degree. Writing makes us all vulnerable, and even though we have back space keys and delete buttons, once you’ve written it, at least in an emotional sense, it’s out there and hard to take back.

What's next for Sam and Austin?

Austin will have another fabulous adventure. He will see a wrong and try to make it right. He will encounter the wrath and resistance of those committing the wrong, and his life, and those of his friends, will most definitely be in danger. Will he survive it this time? Will his friends? You’ll have to read to find out!

You can buy your copy of Sam's book early at Quake, or Amazon, visit him at his website or follow him on Twitter and facebook.

Leave Sam a comment or question here at Teen Seen today and connect with this amazing talent!

Thanks Sam!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Halo: Combat Evolved


Halo: Combat Evolved, a game created by Bungie studios, which is well known for the Halo series. This company is known for it’s great quality products and Halo: Combat Evolved is no exception. Being the first in the series this game still remains to be a classic, with an active community, even after all these years. This game is available for pc, mac and xbox.

The human race has been cornered by aliens and are under threat. In an attempt to turn things around and to make sure that they don’t find out the coordinates of planet Earth, they active an super-marine known as the Masterchief, which the player plays as. This is used as a last resort, since they haven’t tested him properly, due to lack of time. Your task is to try and destroy the attack or at least put a serious dent in their attack force.

Both singleplayer and multiplayer are very good, I’ll start with singleplayer. In singleplayer, you’ll be dropped/enter various areas from spaceships to various landscapes, there is no urbanised area however, since you’re fighting in enemy bases most of the time. During singleplayer you’ll find the weapon of the planet Halo, The Flood, which are enemies in various shapes, but the weapon can’t be controlled so you’re fighting both the Covenant and the Flood at the same time, which fight against each other as well. During single player you’re alone most of the time, because the normal marines are quite weak. There are multiple difficulty levels, Easy, Normal, Heroic and Legendary, Legendary being the hardest, making the game accessible to pretty much anyone, with or without experience with the genre or gaming as a whole.

The gameplay is smooth, it’s basic First Person Shooter gameplay but the controls feel great and everything works like a charm. Unlike other FPS’es you’re only capable of carrying 2 guns, which adds another challenge to the game, since you’ll have to scrounge for enemy weapons that you can use, when your ammo runs out. It also helps in multiplayer, because your enemies aren’t able to carry a lot of weapons, meaning that you won’t fight people wearing overpowered weapons which have less ammo with which they switch. In Halo you’re better of wearing one great weapon and a standard one, which comes with more ammo. Halo incorporates the use of vehicles fluently in the game, switching from a first person view to a third person view giving the player a better sight of his surroundings.

The graphics are great, albeit a little bit outdated, nowadays we’re used to HD-quality and bloom effects. This game offers good graphics which don’t require a great pc to run. The effects in the game are very nice, objects reflect sunshine in this game, which was an exception around the time it was released.

The sound is great in this game, the theme song is just fantastic and gets you immediately in the mood to play the game, which is sung by a Georgian choir(from Georgia, the country, not the state). The sound effects coming out of your guns and even the aliens ones, sound pretty realistic. The voices in this game also sound good, Cortana for example (a digital woman), sounds very realistic so do the marines you meet in this game and the screaming enemies. The Covenant even has their own language and you can hear them talking sometimes and you hear the occasional “wort, wort, wort” when they’re walking and haven’t seen you yet.

Multiplayer is the best part about the whole game in my opinion, it’s most of the time fair(you have the occasional cheats and modificated servers). The only complaint I’ve been hearing from various sources is that online gameplay is laggy, I haven’t actually experienced it myself, I have been in servers with severe lag issues, but those were exceptions, usually the games run smooth. There are various gameplay modes, most of which are quite standard, but the player has the ability to create his own game modes. Slayer is your average deathmatch mode(DM), Team Slayer is team deathmatch (TDM), Capture the flag(CTF), King of the hill, in which players have to stay within a switching or unmoving area for a certain time in order to win. Can be done both with teams and solo. Further more you have: Racing, in which you have to drive through certain checkpoints and oddball in which the player has to keep a skull for a certain time limit, whilst doing so he has no means of defending himself except for doing a melee attack with it. Halo: Custom Edition expands the multiplayer aspect of the game even more, granting players the ability to play on custom maps and with various other custom things on it, such as character models, weapons and vehicles.

So when you see this in a shop, don’t hesitate to buy, it’s probably cheap since it’s been released quite some years ago, but not to worry the online community is still alive and kicking, proving that this game is truly a classic.